5/08/2006
people always tell kids 2 listen in class n pay attention.i wonder how come it took me so long to figure out...*sighx* only now do i realise how lost i m in sci.. *sobs* i totally hv no mood 2 laugh...or do anything fun..juz 2 worried. if i fail anything i hv 2 kiss computer n hp awae...so sad! *sniffs* muz jia bei nu li!! (its chi in case there r stupider ppl out dere..) too scared!! ARGGGGG how come i nvr felt this way b4? weird..m i thinking more 'maturally'? i hv no idea.. but i hope this is just a passing phase! cant live life this way man...2 stressful *yells* especially if i m unable 2 cheer myself up after a setback... *sighx* (again..) wat 2 do............? hving 2 learn using litespeed is SO lame..the woman's voice is like so..fake. totally can put me 2 sleep immediately. its like ms lao's voice! so boring n tiresome.. sci gives me a headache..muz go lie down a while..later head explode!! :(